Apologies, this is rather a heavy post today, forgive me!
I feel that I am searching, I need to find ME, I have no sense of identity and it is an unsettling sensation, but, one which I seem to carry with me. I am sure I am not alone in experiencing the self doubt and, wonder whether it is obvious to others. I have read articles over the years that advocate the theory that how we feel about ourselves, even subconsciously, is how other people perceive you. I know that I "think" I give off an air of confidence in public, someone who is "on top of things" happy etc but I really believe now that is not what people see or "Get" from me, rather, my true sense of self is actually the message being given.
How many of us can really say we are "centred?" To me that is what I strive for and hope I will achieve. We all go through periods in our lives when we feel that we have lost our way a bit, and, for most of the time I think we probably consider life to be good, that we know who we are and where we are going, however, at the moment I am very aware of a pressing NEED to discover my true self.
GOODNESS, sorry folks, that is all rather heavy for a Sunday evening! One of the many things I love and value about having a blog, is being able to share things and know that somewhere out there it will resonate with someone, and you don't feel quite so isolated in your thoughts.
image madelyn mulvaney
I LOVE the energy and sense of embracing the moment in this image.
all other images rodney smith
Thank you for listening!